Just Diagnosed

No longer the vague whispers 
over an indistinct horizon.

No clamoring church bells, only
a doctor’s soft, clinical, sorry sounds.

Do not doubt it.

Rage does smolder in the brush of a dry land.
Fears do bolt from the undergrowth. Soon, too soon,

purgatorial fires –
the chemo, the radiation –

appetites shriveled,
burnt down to pale ashes.

These words, I already see, wither on my lips.

My wife’s eyes pregnant, labored.
Each task in her hands sacramental as any Mass.

Small mercies. Amen.

— STEPHEN REILLY

Stephen Reilly writes from a hinterland with themes as familiar as trips to a supermarket. He retired in 2023 after working more than 30 years as a staff writer for the Englewood Sun, a daily Florida newspaper with circulation in south Sarasota County, Charlotte and DeSoto counties.